It really has been too long. No I have not been neglecting my blog, per se but I've been busy. Actually this is a very busy summer for me, you know 5 classes plus a job [which is despise] it seems like I never have time for anything. I learned alot of things this year so far, but the biggest thing was definitely friendships. My perspective on friends has changed and no this is not some 'brown girl drama' stuff- this stuff is real but we keep it classy. Kinda. I learned who I can trust, who I can't trust, who's a puppet playing along but most of all I know the people who will be with me till the end. And they know who they are too. Aside from that your girl just turned 21 woo legal in every state! Its funny I don't feel 21 yet. I guess I need some little kid to ask me how old I am and when I tell him his response is 'wow you're old'. Yup that will solidify that I'm 21. Exciting.
I miss writing in my blog. I like how relatively no one reads this so its like my online diary that only I pay attention too. I really wish I could enjoy my summer more, I would love to go to the beach or try something cool like canoeing. I'm supposed to be writing an entertaining speech about how to make friends [its funny I promise] but here I am blogging. I guess I can't focus on writing my speech because I have too much on my mind right now. Random fact as I type this: Kid Cudi's song 'marijuana' is exactly 4:20 long. HA HA! Alright enough with the puns.
I don't know whats bugging me though. If I knew I'd probably be able to focus but SIGH. I guess I'm sick of being in this town and need a change of scenery. Last week I got to go to Toronto for the day and while I was there I realized I really really missed Toronto. I miss how it feels like home. Waterloo does not feel like home to me although I've been here for almost 3 years. I guess I need that 'hometown' feeling back soon because I have Toronto withdrawal. But on a lighter note, alot of my favourite shows are back on like True Blood and Big Brother so I guess I have more to look forward too. :)
I should go to bed soon but I'll probably lay in bed for an hour before I actually fall asleep. SIGH.
BD
