fairy tales do come true

Well not always but sometimes life just works its magic. Its the end of the year which means things are coming to an end but my favourite month is coming up. January reminds me of everything I love about life: starting over and learning something new. There's something refreshing about January because it reminds you that people all around you want to make changes to their lives, although alot of people might not stick to their new found changes. I'm not one to really make new year's resolutions because if I want to make a change I don't need the new year to determine my start date; I'll do it whenever. The end of the year gets me excited about what's to come and what I have to look forward to. 2011 seems like it's going to be a good year, especially because I have someone special to share it with. Other than that, I think 2011 will be all about changes for me. I'm going to be 21 this year and even though this may not be a huge deal for some people, to me it means the world. I'm excited about all the new adventures and obstacles life will throw at me this year. 2010 was great; I met alot of new people, I learned who I can really trust and who my real friends are, I learned alot about myself, I learned to take risks because they can pay off and learned that someone up there is listening to everything you wish for. Best of all, I met an amazing person and can't wait to spend 2011 with him. My fairy tale is almost complete. Happy New Year to you all! I hope 2011 is spectacular for everyone  <3

it all went wrong

Have you ever had those moments when everything seems to go wrong? Everything seems perfect, everyone around you seems great and then, out of nowhere something triggers you and everything changes. That's happened to me- a lot this week. I don't know why, I don't know what started it all but all I do know is that I'm pretty sure everyone around me thought I was kinda nutty. Maybe its because of exam time. Maybe its because winter has arrived. Maybe its because I don't know how to deal with things. Or maybe I'm having a profound epiphany. Actually probably not but still it was worth a guess. Whatever it is I hope its gone now. When things like this happen to me, I take a step back and look at the bigger picture. I look at what I have to be grateful for rather than what's upsetting me. Call me optimistic (which I don't think is such a bag thing btw), but sometimes its just refreshing to see things from a different perspective. It keeps you in check and reminds you that EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. That should be my new mantra: everything is going to be alright. No matter what.