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Its been too long.

It really has been too long. No I have not been neglecting my blog, per se but I've been busy. Actually this is a very busy summer for me, you know 5 classes plus a job [which is despise] it seems like I never have time for anything. I learned alot of things this year so far, but the biggest thing was definitely friendships. My perspective on friends has changed and no this is not some 'brown girl drama' stuff- this stuff is real but we keep it classy. Kinda. I learned who I can trust, who I can't trust, who's a puppet playing along but most of all I know the people who will be with me till the end. And they know who they are too. Aside from that your girl just turned 21 woo legal in every state! Its funny I don't feel 21 yet. I guess I need some little kid to ask me how old I am and when I tell him his response is 'wow you're old'. Yup that will solidify that I'm 21. Exciting.
I miss writing in my blog. I like how relatively no one reads this so its like my online diary that only I pay attention too. I really wish I could enjoy my summer more, I would love to go to the beach or try something cool like canoeing.  I'm supposed to be writing an entertaining speech about how to make friends [its funny I promise] but here I am blogging. I guess I can't focus on writing my speech because I have too much on my mind right now. Random fact as I type this: Kid Cudi's song 'marijuana' is exactly 4:20 long. HA HA! Alright enough with the puns.
I don't know whats bugging me though. If I knew I'd probably be able to focus but SIGH. I guess I'm sick of being in this town and need a change of scenery. Last week I got to go to Toronto for the day and while I was there I realized I really really missed Toronto. I miss how it feels like home. Waterloo does not feel like home to me although I've been here for almost 3 years. I guess I need that 'hometown' feeling back soon because I have Toronto withdrawal. But on a lighter note, alot of my favourite shows are back on like True Blood and Big Brother so I guess I have more to look forward too. :)
I should go to bed soon but I'll probably lay in bed for an hour before I actually fall asleep. SIGH.

BD

cold

Someone please tell me why it's SO cold outside.I was just watching a video that was shot in California and here I am thinking to myself? WHEN DO I GET TO WEAR FLIP FLOPS? I miss flip flops. If you know me then you know I HATE SHOES. I legit own 3 pairs of shoes but with flip flops I have to have at least 20 pairs every summer haha. I wish I could cuddle with a special someone right now, drinking a french vanilla and watch Blue Valentine. Sighhhhhhhhhh school keeps me so busy it really is the ultimate cockblock.

TAJ MAHAL

This song is stuck in my head. For good reason though. Its such a beautiful song, written by a beautiful man *emo sigh*. Anyways I know it looks like I've been neglecting my blog to the, what is it MAYBE three readers I have haha but I've been busy busy busy. It's not getting any easier though but school will be over soon yay. My eyes were opened today to the diversity and culture on campus. I guess I never really stopped to think about how one's university experience can really shape and transform your life. Sometimes I think I take my education for granted but without it I would be a nobody. As controversial as that statement seems, I've encountered people in my life who are nothing without an education. My advice for the day? Stay in school kids.

As I was saying about diversity there are people from all walks of life here. As cliche as that may sound its true. I'll cherish this experience because I've met so many people that have changed my life and experienced so many things that I would not have otherwise. On a lighter note, why is this weather so whack? Why is it nice in the morning when I leave for class but COLD like Antarctica an hour later? All I would like to say is that SUMMER PLEASE COME FASTER.

goodnight boobs.
sleep close together.

zomg! so cute!

he's my new cuddlebud. nuff said.

everything changes

Why can't things stay the same in my life? Why is it that when life starts to look bright, things change for the worse? Is this bad luck or am I destined to always have an imperfect life? A blemish will forever stain my path and follow me everywhere. Although I try to look at this situation in the negative, it is what it is.
I always tell my friends to never dwell on their problems but rather, fix things because you never know what could happen. I wish the girl who told me to 'never go to bed with bad thoughts' would take her own advice. ZING!. Haha that's like the fob version of PING! on bbm. Yeah, I would make that comparison.
Overall this weekend wasn't too shabby (do people still say that? well they do now). Sushi with the girls and then, wait for it, SUSHI again with the boy. Woooooo hello mercury poisoning (just kidding!) but forealz I ate so much fish I'm pretty sure there's gonna be a tuna spawn in me in the coming weeks. Watch out for it yo.
I'm gonna end this off with a quote: the weak can never forgive, forgiveness is an attribute for the strong.

slip n slide

This song has been stuck in my head all day! Ahh snoop dogg why do you have to make such catchy songs for perverts like me and roommates (I kid, I'm the only perv). So this is my first post of the new year.. a tad bit late I'd say but hey the point is that it's here. Its winter, its SUPER penguin lovin cold outside and school started blah plus my skin is super dry all the time no matter how much lotion I put on FML. These past 2 weeks have gone by kinda slow, well at least I think so but I bet I'm the only one who thinks that. I'm kinda wishing reading week was here already but then again I don't want the term to end, weird I know.

You know that saying three's a crowd? Well its VERY true. A certain someone does not understand what her place is anymore. Another certain someone isn't [really] doing anything about it. Where does this leave me? This leaves me to think that this annoying mosquito needs to go back to the hood and hibernate for the rest of her life. Sometimes I wonder why I jump into things to fast, why do I set myself up to get hurt? This prob doesn't make sense but in a few years when I read this post to myself I won't know what I'm talking about either. I wish people would keep their promises but I guess that's another post for another day.

In other news, I have [re] found my love for water. Yes that clear, tasteless beverage that most of us don't get enough of. This is my new love. Plus my snazzy bottle makes water so legit to drink (actually not really). I hope this health kick starts kicking in soon haha. No but forealz, I've been trying and I have to admit its not THAT hard but sometimes its so hard to say no to bread :(