Well thanks followers for reading my blog.
Mucho appreciated, friends.
a
December 19, 2013
SUP?
I always say this but it's literally been a while.
I need a vacation. Somewhere warm would be nice.
I'm over worked and stressed. See point above.
Christmas is here! Yay presents!
Peace out, A-town.
I need a vacation. Somewhere warm would be nice.
I'm over worked and stressed. See point above.
Christmas is here! Yay presents!
Peace out, A-town.
August 17, 2013
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME.
Seriously.
I always say I'll make more of an effort to blog but then life gets in the way... excuses, excuses.
No promises this time, but I'll TRY to blog more. Trying counts for something, right?
So what's been going on with me you ask? Instead of writing out paragraphs, I shall use a bulletted list:
Peace out interwebs.
AT
I always say I'll make more of an effort to blog but then life gets in the way... excuses, excuses.
No promises this time, but I'll TRY to blog more. Trying counts for something, right?
So what's been going on with me you ask? Instead of writing out paragraphs, I shall use a bulletted list:
- Working at UW
- Moving at the end of the month to a HUGE room. FINALLY BRO.
- I discovered 8tracks. ZOMG BEST. SITE. EVER. Follow me.
- I've realized that being in Waterloo for 5+ years means a lot of my friends are moving back home :( time to make new friends I guess...
- Relationships are overrated
- In addition to my above point, it's time for ME to be selfish for once (but not too selfish)
- I still love Britney Spears. Y'all can't say shit about her.
- Guys that try to hook up with you and have a gf. LIKE WTF. Not every girl is trying to be a home wrecker.
- My new phrase to define everything that happens at work "FUCK THIS SHIT"
Peace out interwebs.
AT
April 5, 2012
Strada
Why did I choose to title this post as Strada? Probably because this eye shadow on my desk is called Strada. Yeah, I'm not feeling too creative today.
I hate when people fight. I hate when I get into arguments with people and it just ends awkwardly. Sadly, this is happening to me alot lately. I try to fix things and stay calm and be a person who's 'go with the flow' but I can't do that. It took me 21 years to realize that I can't and won't change for anyone. I wish relationships were easier. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who cares about what's going on. Lately I've felt like I've been giving alot (not just in my relationship but everywhere) and not getting much back. That feeling is the worst because its so discouraging and it makes you second guess yourself. Should I keep doing what I'm doing and keep waiting OR should I move on and let my inner bitch shine? Obviously, if I were to bring out my inner bitch I'd have no friends lol. Forealz though, sometimes I have those days where I think my life is spinning out of control. Its like being lost without a map. Its a confusing time for alot of us because we're graduating, wondering how we're gonna pay OSAP back and hoping we find jobs but apart from those stressors, I feel like I don't have my support system anymore. I feel disconnected and as if a part is missing from me. Its a scary feeling but I think I need to step back and re-evaluate what I have and what's important to me.
I hate when people fight. I hate when I get into arguments with people and it just ends awkwardly. Sadly, this is happening to me alot lately. I try to fix things and stay calm and be a person who's 'go with the flow' but I can't do that. It took me 21 years to realize that I can't and won't change for anyone. I wish relationships were easier. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who cares about what's going on. Lately I've felt like I've been giving alot (not just in my relationship but everywhere) and not getting much back. That feeling is the worst because its so discouraging and it makes you second guess yourself. Should I keep doing what I'm doing and keep waiting OR should I move on and let my inner bitch shine? Obviously, if I were to bring out my inner bitch I'd have no friends lol. Forealz though, sometimes I have those days where I think my life is spinning out of control. Its like being lost without a map. Its a confusing time for alot of us because we're graduating, wondering how we're gonna pay OSAP back and hoping we find jobs but apart from those stressors, I feel like I don't have my support system anymore. I feel disconnected and as if a part is missing from me. Its a scary feeling but I think I need to step back and re-evaluate what I have and what's important to me.
April 2, 2012
JOKE OF THE WEEK.
I understand some people may be offended, but this is THE funniest thing I have seen all month. My apologies to anyone who is offended by the above image.
mumblings of a muse
IT HAS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I'VE WRITTEN HERE!
But this will change because my goal starting now is to write here at least once a week. I forgot how fun it is to write on a blog that virtually no one reads. Maybe I should become more public with it, but I don't think I'm comfortable (just yet) with letting everyone into my world.
So much has changed in my life. Its been good and bad, sometimes I feel like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions. I have to admit I'm blessed. Good things are finally happening to me and I will NOT take any of this for granted. My self-esteem has shot up 9000% because its become clear to me that people finally believe in me. People think I will go far in life and are giving me these chances. This is really the best feeling in the world because I know its something no one can take away from me. Even though this term I should be graduating, I'm happy I'm staying back to really get involved and give back to my school. I just wish I took these opportunities earlier, but 2 years ago I know I would not have been ready for everything coming my way. I've met so many great people this past year but its sad to think that these people I spent a whole year with are now moving on to bigger and better things. Its sad letting these people into your life for such a short while. Either way I feel blessed getting to know everyone that has been in my life these past few months.
The next 8 months are all about change. I will be out of my so used to comfort zone and will meet new people, face new challenges and get to know myself a lot better. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. The truth is that its not that I want to disappoint myself, I don't want to disappoint the people around me who believed in me and gave me a chance to shine. I will not let these people down. Yes this puts pressure on me but I know I can do it. Its amazing to see how much I have changed in such little time. 3 years ago, I would not think I'd be capable of being a don- RESPONSIBLE for the lives of 40 first years. But I feel as I have matured so much in such a short time.
This post is getting long, but I'm glad I got to address my concerns and fears about the upcoming months. I know I'll be okay because I know I have a great team behind me who will be there with me every step of the way.
Peace Out.
YOLO. (joke of the WEEK)
But this will change because my goal starting now is to write here at least once a week. I forgot how fun it is to write on a blog that virtually no one reads. Maybe I should become more public with it, but I don't think I'm comfortable (just yet) with letting everyone into my world.
So much has changed in my life. Its been good and bad, sometimes I feel like I'm on a roller coaster of emotions. I have to admit I'm blessed. Good things are finally happening to me and I will NOT take any of this for granted. My self-esteem has shot up 9000% because its become clear to me that people finally believe in me. People think I will go far in life and are giving me these chances. This is really the best feeling in the world because I know its something no one can take away from me. Even though this term I should be graduating, I'm happy I'm staying back to really get involved and give back to my school. I just wish I took these opportunities earlier, but 2 years ago I know I would not have been ready for everything coming my way. I've met so many great people this past year but its sad to think that these people I spent a whole year with are now moving on to bigger and better things. Its sad letting these people into your life for such a short while. Either way I feel blessed getting to know everyone that has been in my life these past few months.
The next 8 months are all about change. I will be out of my so used to comfort zone and will meet new people, face new challenges and get to know myself a lot better. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. The truth is that its not that I want to disappoint myself, I don't want to disappoint the people around me who believed in me and gave me a chance to shine. I will not let these people down. Yes this puts pressure on me but I know I can do it. Its amazing to see how much I have changed in such little time. 3 years ago, I would not think I'd be capable of being a don- RESPONSIBLE for the lives of 40 first years. But I feel as I have matured so much in such a short time.
This post is getting long, but I'm glad I got to address my concerns and fears about the upcoming months. I know I'll be okay because I know I have a great team behind me who will be there with me every step of the way.
Peace Out.
YOLO. (joke of the WEEK)
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