cold

Someone please tell me why it's SO cold outside.I was just watching a video that was shot in California and here I am thinking to myself? WHEN DO I GET TO WEAR FLIP FLOPS? I miss flip flops. If you know me then you know I HATE SHOES. I legit own 3 pairs of shoes but with flip flops I have to have at least 20 pairs every summer haha. I wish I could cuddle with a special someone right now, drinking a french vanilla and watch Blue Valentine. Sighhhhhhhhhh school keeps me so busy it really is the ultimate cockblock.

TAJ MAHAL

This song is stuck in my head. For good reason though. Its such a beautiful song, written by a beautiful man *emo sigh*. Anyways I know it looks like I've been neglecting my blog to the, what is it MAYBE three readers I have haha but I've been busy busy busy. It's not getting any easier though but school will be over soon yay. My eyes were opened today to the diversity and culture on campus. I guess I never really stopped to think about how one's university experience can really shape and transform your life. Sometimes I think I take my education for granted but without it I would be a nobody. As controversial as that statement seems, I've encountered people in my life who are nothing without an education. My advice for the day? Stay in school kids.

As I was saying about diversity there are people from all walks of life here. As cliche as that may sound its true. I'll cherish this experience because I've met so many people that have changed my life and experienced so many things that I would not have otherwise. On a lighter note, why is this weather so whack? Why is it nice in the morning when I leave for class but COLD like Antarctica an hour later? All I would like to say is that SUMMER PLEASE COME FASTER.

goodnight boobs.
sleep close together.

zomg! so cute!

he's my new cuddlebud. nuff said.

everything changes

Why can't things stay the same in my life? Why is it that when life starts to look bright, things change for the worse? Is this bad luck or am I destined to always have an imperfect life? A blemish will forever stain my path and follow me everywhere. Although I try to look at this situation in the negative, it is what it is.
I always tell my friends to never dwell on their problems but rather, fix things because you never know what could happen. I wish the girl who told me to 'never go to bed with bad thoughts' would take her own advice. ZING!. Haha that's like the fob version of PING! on bbm. Yeah, I would make that comparison.
Overall this weekend wasn't too shabby (do people still say that? well they do now). Sushi with the girls and then, wait for it, SUSHI again with the boy. Woooooo hello mercury poisoning (just kidding!) but forealz I ate so much fish I'm pretty sure there's gonna be a tuna spawn in me in the coming weeks. Watch out for it yo.
I'm gonna end this off with a quote: the weak can never forgive, forgiveness is an attribute for the strong.

slip n slide

This song has been stuck in my head all day! Ahh snoop dogg why do you have to make such catchy songs for perverts like me and roommates (I kid, I'm the only perv). So this is my first post of the new year.. a tad bit late I'd say but hey the point is that it's here. Its winter, its SUPER penguin lovin cold outside and school started blah plus my skin is super dry all the time no matter how much lotion I put on FML. These past 2 weeks have gone by kinda slow, well at least I think so but I bet I'm the only one who thinks that. I'm kinda wishing reading week was here already but then again I don't want the term to end, weird I know.

You know that saying three's a crowd? Well its VERY true. A certain someone does not understand what her place is anymore. Another certain someone isn't [really] doing anything about it. Where does this leave me? This leaves me to think that this annoying mosquito needs to go back to the hood and hibernate for the rest of her life. Sometimes I wonder why I jump into things to fast, why do I set myself up to get hurt? This prob doesn't make sense but in a few years when I read this post to myself I won't know what I'm talking about either. I wish people would keep their promises but I guess that's another post for another day.

In other news, I have [re] found my love for water. Yes that clear, tasteless beverage that most of us don't get enough of. This is my new love. Plus my snazzy bottle makes water so legit to drink (actually not really). I hope this health kick starts kicking in soon haha. No but forealz, I've been trying and I have to admit its not THAT hard but sometimes its so hard to say no to bread :(

fairy tales do come true

Well not always but sometimes life just works its magic. Its the end of the year which means things are coming to an end but my favourite month is coming up. January reminds me of everything I love about life: starting over and learning something new. There's something refreshing about January because it reminds you that people all around you want to make changes to their lives, although alot of people might not stick to their new found changes. I'm not one to really make new year's resolutions because if I want to make a change I don't need the new year to determine my start date; I'll do it whenever. The end of the year gets me excited about what's to come and what I have to look forward to. 2011 seems like it's going to be a good year, especially because I have someone special to share it with. Other than that, I think 2011 will be all about changes for me. I'm going to be 21 this year and even though this may not be a huge deal for some people, to me it means the world. I'm excited about all the new adventures and obstacles life will throw at me this year. 2010 was great; I met alot of new people, I learned who I can really trust and who my real friends are, I learned alot about myself, I learned to take risks because they can pay off and learned that someone up there is listening to everything you wish for. Best of all, I met an amazing person and can't wait to spend 2011 with him. My fairy tale is almost complete. Happy New Year to you all! I hope 2011 is spectacular for everyone  <3

it all went wrong

Have you ever had those moments when everything seems to go wrong? Everything seems perfect, everyone around you seems great and then, out of nowhere something triggers you and everything changes. That's happened to me- a lot this week. I don't know why, I don't know what started it all but all I do know is that I'm pretty sure everyone around me thought I was kinda nutty. Maybe its because of exam time. Maybe its because winter has arrived. Maybe its because I don't know how to deal with things. Or maybe I'm having a profound epiphany. Actually probably not but still it was worth a guess. Whatever it is I hope its gone now. When things like this happen to me, I take a step back and look at the bigger picture. I look at what I have to be grateful for rather than what's upsetting me. Call me optimistic (which I don't think is such a bag thing btw), but sometimes its just refreshing to see things from a different perspective. It keeps you in check and reminds you that EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. That should be my new mantra: everything is going to be alright. No matter what.